The Capture of the Green River Killer

Yesterday I can't sleep so I went downstairs and turned the TV on. Luckily, I found a nice movie to watch and the title was eye-catching. Since I love crime films, I decided to entertain myself watching it. So the film is a 2-part movie that tells the story of the notorious Green River Killer who murders young prostitutes from time to time in the late 1980's. It is based on Sheriff David Reichert's book, Chasing the Devil: My Twenty-Year Quest to Capture the Green River Killer. 

This movie revolves mostly on the two characters "Helen" Remus and Detective "Dave" Reichert. Helen is a young girl who runaway from home to escape from her mother's boyfriend and became a prostitute later on. She died on the last part and was the first victim whom the killer faced while strangling her to death. Detective Dave is a very hard-working county officer who works with the murder case for 19 years and as a leader of the team he didn't let go of the case and never bring down the victims and their family. He tried his best to capture the serial killer "Gary" Ridgway until he reach the end.

It was a not-so-good film but it caught my interest. Finding the real killer was so hard for them due to lack of evidence. Detective Dave was right that he can't simply put a man behind bars for a single lie. There must be a preponderance of the evidence to prove that their accusations were right. The ultimate mistake he did was an act of negligence. He overlooked a single clue that will lead to them to the true murderer. That's the reason why it took them 19 long years to capture the serial killer.

Obsession in sex  was the root of the killer's idea to kill young prostitutes. Since they can be bought, he can simply take away their lives and throw their bodies in the river because no one will care if they die. But his assumption was wrong, 'cause the authority cares much about the victims and they want justice for them. Gary killed 71 women..What a record-breaking kills!!!hehe:D..The killer was wise though and he really don't want to get caught but there's a saying "everything comes to an end" and he paid the price with no chance of parole...

The Beginning of the End

History repeats itself once again. The thought of it was stuck on my mind. Preventing it was a healthy choice but my stubborn mind let things flow as it should be--letting him the very idea of hurting me once again. As November approaches, there are judgments I can't barely get out of my head. Judgments that taking possession over me and  invade in it for a long period of time. Refraining from it was as hard as breaking your own rule. It will eventually lead me into something I only fear--losing you...

So my only escape from all this illusions is to cry for a moment, laugh for a while and shout out loud the reason of not having what was desired. I've realized that I should not mourn nor weep. For I've met someone worth to keep and discovered that  "true beauty will always be essential in its true face." Your feign identity will always reside in your weak soul and will eat you up 'til you lose control.  

Unexpectedly, I found myself concealed in my own sanctuary. Searching for a light at the end of the pathway, seeking for truth and catching happiness, asking for vengeance for the intolerable pain you've caused. Then results seed to too much grudges and resentment that lies underneath this cloak. 

Memories from the past just popping up

Entangled and attached to a melancholic past 

Now that the end has come

It's the perfect time to reflect upon

To decide what's right

And illegally out of bound

To leave you now

And follow my heart...→♥

Seven Pounds

What an interesting story of an act of kindness..A very unique masterpiece from a perspective of a mere human being who tried hard enough to touched the lives of the people he barely even knew..I consider this as a remarkable film that really captures my heart and left me with great values to ponder on..As I watched the film, I feel every pain and sorrow that the character portrays..It feels like I'm actually taking Will Smith's part..Especially in the last part wherein he gave his heart to Emily..My heart was rapidly beating at that moment and I can't hardly breathe and tears kept on fallin' on my cheeks..I was definitely moved..

This movie depicts something that will truly open our eyes to see the beauty of LIFE..Every situation has a different story to tell and each story communicates to us, for us to seek beyond the visions of our naked eye..In this film, each and everyone of us must realize now--to know our "purpose" in life and do what we ought to do..There's no room for mistakes and we only have one life to live so make the most of it..Do something good to others and treat yourself right..Be the best in everything and soar high..Never back down and continue to grow..Lastly, moved on and spend time wisely..Most of us neglect small little things in life and focus on the big ones but at the end of the day we found ourselves creeping back to our true self..Enjoy life!:D

IN BITTERNESS LIES

Jealousy is a sickness

It is built from within

The root is obsession

Leading to insanity blame

How terrible it is

Living with no peace

Just full of hatred

And a feeling of grief

Unfaithful you

Caused so much strain

Punishing this heart

In crucial pain

Darkness prevails 

In its deceiving face

How can I escape

From your intellectual claims

Only you is the cure

To set a man's soul free
An act of confession

Will satisfy my need

Just let me go

And let it be

This is my fate

We're not meant to be...

UNSPOKEN WORDS

Tongue tied I was when I'm with you

No words to utter 'coz I'm caught up in blue

Blank stare I can do when I'm facing you

There's no way I could ever talk to you

A hundred times I practice my speech

Yet it ended worse 'coz I can't speak

I try again to express myself to you

But you run away before I say go

I want you to feel

What my heart ought to steal

For the pain still goes on

Without you alone

I'm reckoned in despair

Feeling empty with no pair

Got nothing but words

Unspoken and cursed

Insensitive You

I hate it when you act like that. Treating me so kind but with a malicious intent deep inside. I always warned myself not to fall in your trap but here I am again falling apart. You are such a distraction in my simple life. You made my life so complicated and turn it upside down. I tried to distance myself to you but time draw us closer like magnets and glue. Now I'm confused every time I saw you. Should I say 'hello' and be nice to you or play blind as if I haven't seen you. Neither of the two. Well, I don't want to admit that I still love you 'cause the truth is I really don't. But now that you're making a move, I'm taking back all the mixed emotions I've kept and suffer the consequences of loving you once more. I actually don't get what you're up to. I'm not a psychic to know what's on your mind day and night. So puh-lease express yourself and tell me what's going on. Don't waste my time and spill out what your heart longs for 'cause I'll be waiting 'til I make you mine...

The Uninvited Weirdo

You came along like a lightning bolt striking the ground..Capturing thy hearts of my beloved ones..What a cheap excuse just to be near with them..With only one motive in mind, to steal my precious jewel..Are you desperate to have a boyfriend?..I guess you are and as far as I can see you never had a special someone..That's the reason why you're very eager enough to have one..Cry baby;) And you even tried to take over him without rethinking if you're crossing one's borders..Uh-oh bitch you're out of your league..Better turn around and go back to your jungle house..I pity you 'cause no matter what you do, everyone hates you and you will never be welcome enough in our world..Don't push any harder because you will see..I'll take you down the moment you lay your hands in my baby's body parts..

You're Like a Drug To Me..(I can't get you outta my head)

I can't stop thinkin' about you..I dunno why but my heart wants to feel you once more..There are times that I really wanna kiss you and tell you how much I've missed you yet I'm so caught up with all this bullshit stuff in my mind..It makes me crazy sometimes thinking we could go back to what we have before..What did we have back then that is worth the joy and pain to reconsider..I'm falling apart since I've chosen you but you are still the one I chose to love for the rest of my life..It may sound so weird but I'm willing to wait 'til I win your heart..I'm in a game where you is the prize and I will do my best just to get what I want and that is you babe..You are the one who's right for me and I'm d one for you..You'll see, I'll prove it to u..I deserve a second chance..I won't blow it this time..Just give me one and I'm out..

Singleness

This time I've decided to discover the new me..Being isolated with the idea of singleness..A year has passed and I'm still in a state of confusion..I've been trying to work on the things I need to improve yet I'm still caught up doing nonsense stuff..Instead of rebuilding the relationships I've destroyed and find more depth in my being,I never take a single step forward..Now,I have a vision in mind and I'm willing to do special things to those persons I've wronged..After submitting myself into pain,I've learned many lessons in the game of love..those lessons will serve as a reminder for me in every aspects of life that no matter how difficult the situation is there's still one person patiently hearing all our complaints and comfort us using HIS ways..Through Him I've finally realized how to love unselfishly with a pure heart..This time around,I will be more cautious with my actions and make discreet decisions..My biological clock is ticking and I need to begin now..This time will be the new story of my life..A fresh start for something really "HUGE"..A perfect way of serving God with no distractions and give to Him the praises that He deserves..The big question now is how do I begin with?..I don't know what to do..Can I keep my promise to myself?..Can I hold myself 'til that day arrive?..Am I able to resist the urge of temptation?..I KNOW I CAN!!!He's there to accompany me to the righteous path;D