Friday, February 18, 2011

Unexpected Night


Confused,dismayed, on how things turned out..My bad, I guess..I deserved to be punished right?..I didn't expect that he'll talk it out loud..Past memories kept, begun popping up..Running through my head over and over again..Dunno what to react for what I've heard..Bottled emotions was unveiled just now..Now I know what your thoughts through all those years..I have to be strong to face my fear..To seek the truth that I've been waiting for so long..My heart was beating so fast, sweat falls down on every part..I can't look at him straight in the eye..Afraid me, just stumbled apart..But the truth is, I can't feel nothing at all..No regrets, no remorse, no bitterness just plain happiness..For at last, the truth will now set me free..After all those doubtful years, I'm now relieved!:D

My Birthday Wish last Nov. 27, 2010 (late post)

Heavenly Father, 
My only wish for this day is good health..I do hope I'll continue to live a life not too short and not too long..I do have many plans to accomplish and I'm still on the process to make it happen..I sincerely ask for forgiveness for not attending the mass this morning..I should have done that before going to the convention..I know you know every details of my 20 years of existence here on Earth, so I can't really lie to you..I hope you'll forgive me for all my sins..I know I've done a lot and I always regret it at the end of the day..I'm not perfect but I'm trying so hard to be one yet I really can't..Maybe someday I can be one..I won't lose hope and my faith in you still remains until my demise..I know deep in myself I can change what habits I've been used to..It's hard breaking all the flaws I have but I only need courage to make things right..Please guide me all my way through to my journey to life...


P.S. I Love You with All my Heart!:D